Okay seriously,
Why do I always pick relationships that are so complicated.

Like right now,
I met this guy and I really like him.
He is cute, funny, sweet, we have lots in common, and he is like the only guy in the world who thinks Im actually pretty.

The only problem is,
I'm 15 and he is 18.
And to top it all off he has a kid.

See, I don't mind.
I love kids. I want 3 little boys one day.
The problem is my mother.
I dont think she wants me to date a guy with a kid but whatever.

Also, When I met his little boy, Brendon, he asked if I was his mommy.
I almost cried.
It's so sad, he never knew his mommy.
And I didn't know what to say, if I said no, he would be sad.
If I said yes and things didnt work out with his dad he would be sad.
So I just said I dont know.
And he said okay and ran off to play with his toys.
Oh gawd, I have tears in my eyes just thinking about it.
I hope things work out then maybe oneday I can tell little Brendon that I am his mommy.<3